"The greatest struggle in my theology has not been, oddly enough, the five points of Calvinism and the Reformed faith. I find these clear and well-defined from Genesis to Revelation. Rather, the thorn in my theological flesh has been baptism... As I look back to those days as a s sincere and searching seminary student I often wonder if I was search for the truth as honestly s I thought I was..."
Fred A Malone
A string of Pearls Unstrung, p9
To that end I most humbly recommend the book on Christian Baptism by Adoniram Judson, a man of whom the world was not worthy, whose feet we are not fit to wash. At least you will have heard both sides out. As for me I am out of my league.